She failed to marry the person she loved most when she was young, and has since questioned any relationship. She has hurt other people, but Yuzhou is the only one who has not been hurt. It's not that she doesn't like Yuzhou, in her eyes, Yuzhou is her young self, and he deserves the most pure and sincere relationship, while Peng Anan, who has been hurt and has all his thorns raised, is not worthy of Yuzhou.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.