A self who has occupied a girl's body for more than 20 years, hates and loves the world, cannot leave, cannot escape, slowly decays and consumes, hates the person she calls grandma, regrets that she has never seen her grandfather for the last time, and feels sorry for the parents who gave birth to her and raised her. If there is an afterlife, I will never come here again...
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.