It must be very painful to never mention people and things.
She is the one I love, the one who heals me, the one who hurts me, the one who destroys me, the one who makes me regret.
Once some people leave a certain position and let go of a certain identity, some words and emotions become inappropriate.
So, she became the person in my book.
The words that cannot be said, the feelings that cannot be expressed, and the extravagant hopes that I can no longer have are all found here.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.