The appearance of youth is probably the longing for the world, the curiosity about foreign objects, the temptation to make mistakes, everything... When you know how to say no, it is too late, you will regret it, and you will feel heartache because of your original behavior, until time makes you slowly let go, please don't be sad, there will always be someone to pull you ashore.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.