How to Kill Myself

Waiting, even if the world is now dark, I still want to believe that the sun will always appear. After lighting up my world, an endless long road will appear in the movie, and then blue sky and white clouds will appear. Then, the road will begin to become wider and wider, and hydrangea flowers will bloom on the roadside... Everything will be fine, right? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.