Sad: I'm Tired

It describes the ups and downs of life, and how much sadness is hidden behind the smile... I feel like crying, but the pressure is so great that I can't cry anymore... Having a different feeling, a different life, realizing my own powerlessness, being disappointed again and again, being hurt again and again, I really want to liberate my life and be myself... The cruel society forces me to bow to life. Can you redeem me? Save me from this world, don't abandon me, hold me tight and let me end it all... Depression and cold-bloodedness destroyed my concept. Nothing could make my heart beat. I finally found my way back and let go of my indifferent life... My family, friends, and loved ones have left me, what do I have left? Looking back, you are still alone after all, so let it pass as time goes by... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.