I have had many dreams, in which I have seen you in different identities, times, and places. I have been amazed and confused by you time and time again. I have come to you in different identities, from being a stranger to being familiar with each other. In the dream, you are still you, but I am a different me. I am still amazed by you outside my dream, but I have never met you.
The story with you seems like a memory from previous lives, and it seems like you are still around me in reality, and I will meet you next time.
I indulge in every moment of meeting you in my dream, looking forward to this unrealistic dream every day. In reality, I let myself fall into this unrealistic dream step by step.
In reality, I play my own role, but never fulfill my duty. I just live a decent life. I am really, really tired, but every time I meet you in my dreams, I am very satisfied. Although I know very well that spiritual happiness can never make up for the shortcomings of reality. I know that one day I will meet you. In reality, I will look for any trace of you in this world until I find you.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.