Secret love is a powerful inner drama. In this drama, I imagine that I have a happy family, a loving husband, lovely children, and no worries. But the reality will only tell you that he doesn't like you, and he doesn't even have a normal chat. Time and distance will not always create beauty, but will also create a sense of alienation.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.