My name is Xu. I live in a complete family. I have a father who loses his temper easily and a nagging mother. They had sex with me when I was very young and only came back during the Chinese New Year. I am frail and sick, and I don't like to talk. I cry a lot. Many, every time my grandma coaxes me, I think I'm rude. I don't shout to anyone I see. Adults say I'm rude, but I can't scream every time it comes to their lips. I don't like to see strangers come to my house. It's very uncomfortable. As I grow up, I feel like I can't hold on anymore.
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