The Journey of the Human Heart Starting from the Ghoul

I had a passion for all living things. He also treated all life with indifference. Some people call me Holy Mother. Some people also call me evil spirit. The places I've been have been teeming with life. The places I have been to have been barren of life. After experiencing a disaster that ended in my life, someone finally called me the "Mother of Evil Gods." Which one is the real me? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.