What Am I Thinking About When I'm Always Worried?

I am a high school student whose name is Bird and my surname is Bai. From today on, I came to a school where strength defines your value. From today on, I will start living a normal and abnormal life. People always use the starting point and the ending point as hope and despair as the reason for their escape. Let's start a very improper talk. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.