If I hadn't met you, would I have been waiting as lonely as lavender. The lonely figure yearns for love greedily, until it withers in melancholy!
If I hadn't met you, would I still be wandering around the world alone, looking for traces of the wind, going to all the places I want to go, leaving behind my loneliest soul!
If I hadn't met you, would I still be that crying child, wrapping myself in thick sadness in the lonely dark night.
If I hadn't met you, would I have calmly faced the sunshine in the afternoon until tears of pain burst into my face, and I would have closed my eyes sleepily and slept with a smile through the pain and tears!
If I hadn't met you, would I never have learned what love is? Never understand what love is?
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.