She is not great, just a small person. Childhood, school career, workplace life, feelings, insights. Nine times out of ten, it would be unsatisfactory, but she would still be strong enough to survive. What you do may not be good, and what you say may not be correct. A different kind of life, a different kind of excitement. Life may not be perfect, but it must be lived perfectly.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.