Fantasy Dialogue

Sometimes, I always want to say something, and I want to tell someone my feelings at this moment without saying a word. So, I kept repeating every word of the conversation with her in my mind. In this way, fantasy dialogue, a person's self-talk, became a habit. As time goes by, every time I talk, I think for a long time before answering. I was thinking about what you would say if I said this. Or if I said that, how would you respond. Will you have nothing to say or will you ignore me? And the more I thought about it, I ended up not knowing how to speak. The feeling of being hesitant to speak can only be buried silently in my heart. Later, the more I hid myself, the more afraid I became of all the things that were bad for me. They talked passionately without end, the topic never had anything to do with me, and the whole thing had nothing to do with me. How much I want to say something, but... There is always something... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.