Red Dust and Moon Scars of Pain

The world of mortals is ridiculous, infatuation is the most boring, and everything is arrogant. This life is not over, but my heart is no longer disturbed. I just want to be free for the rest of my life. I smile at people when I wake up and forget everything in my dreams. I sigh that it gets dark too early and the next life is unpredictable. Love and hate are wiped out. I just want to be happy until I grow old. No matter how cold the wind is, I don't want to run away. No matter how beautiful the flowers are, I don't want them. Let me drift. The higher the sky, the smaller my heart becomes. , No matter how many causes and effects, I get drunk alone, cry today and tomorrow, don't ask anyone to understand, I am proud, singing and dancing, I will find happiness in the long night without realizing it, the world is ridiculous, infatuation is the most boring, arrogant, this life is not over, but my heart is no longer disturbed, I just want to exchange for half a lifetime of freedom, I will find happiness in the long night without realizing it... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.