Do You Love Vanilla?

"It's so suffocating! I can't even breathe!" When I was eighteen or nineteen years old, I met a girl. She always said such words to vent the depression and sadness in her heart. It was a girl with a face like a Japanese cartoon character. She was surrounded by high walls - a poor home. The environment, the closed school, the dangerous society, and the sick self. While she was imprisoned, she could only helplessly pant like a goldfish starved of oxygen. "It's so boring! I'm going crazy!" She hugged her chest with both hands, looked back at me sadly, and shed tears. Every time we say goodbye, she looks like this. At that time, her restraint and expansion formed a heavy burden, which weighed on my shoulders and made me exhausted. She is like a straight line, shooting straight to the end of the world. Her whole body is full of life power, but she cannot explode in reality. She can only struggle in emptiness and despair every day... This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.