Weight of Existence

Dedicated to all those who feel they are not good enough This story is about a man who dared not stop. His name is Lin Mo. He is very ordinary. What he does every day is no different from anyone else: writing code, paying off the mortgage, taking care of the children, and discussing with his wife what to have for dinner. But he has a secret - a secret that even he himself is not fully aware of: he lives to prove that he deserves to live. He has an inquisitor living in his head. The judge would not let him rest just because he was tired, nor would he give him affirmation just because he did something right. The Inquisitor is most active only when he is at rest. He also has a performer. The performer said: You see, I do it better than others. But after saying this, the judge will immediately add: So what? You are not enough. Inquisitors and performers alike use the same criteria - usefulness or futility, success or failure. And the person who is really breathing, feeling, and living - no one has ever asked him: How do you feel? Until one day, he couldn't hold it anymore. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.