Why Don't You Cross Me but Not Her?

I have practiced Buddhism for ten thousand years just to wash away my sins and renew our relationship with her. But when I was ordered to subjugate the demon and pierce the demonic pestle into the chest of the female demon, she looked at my face and softly called out my name from my previous life. At that moment, the sealed memories came flooding back. It turns out that she has never been reincarnated. For ten thousand years, she has been alone in the darkness, using her soul as a cage to suppress the biggest demon in the world for me. And the gods and Buddhas of the West have deceived me for ten thousand years! "Why did you ferry me and not her?" On that day, I took off my cassock, held the magic sword in my hand, kowtowed one step at a time, and killed myself from the mortal world to the thirty-third heaven! This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.