Looking for You in Mist and Rain

The red clothes fell into the dust, and the blood feud was engraved in my bones. I had nothing but clothes. The big demon beside me was mysterious and powerful. He protected me and kept me safe. He gave everything for me, but I finally lost him... I have been looking for him, but I really can't find him. After two lifetimes, he married me but I didn't. In the first lifetime, I wanted to marry him but couldn't. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.