2007, Small town in Yunnan. Five-year-old Mu Zhaoyao met Lu Chenxing for the first time in a studio filled with the aroma of turpentine. He was like a dazzling light, shining unexpectedly into her gloomy childhood.
However, this light exists in the form of "bullying". From kindergarten to junior high school, Lu Chenxing, who had excellent grades, became Mu Zhaoyao's unattainable dream. However, she became the target of bullying because of her poor grades. She grew up hard amid the pushing on the stairs, stains on the chairs, and the prejudice of teachers. When she finally mustered up the courage to touch that light, a drastic change in her family caused Lu Chenxing to leave without saying goodbye, leaving only endless misunderstandings and regrets.
Frustrated, Mu Zhaoyao went to Sichuan to study medicine, and met Lin Shihao, a mature and steady business elite on the Internet. This relationship gave her a taste of sweetness, and made her realize the cruelty of reality - in the face of his family crisis, she had no choice but to take back the hand she extended. "I can't do anything" became the deepest pain in her heart.
The frustration of two relationships made her hit rock bottom, but she also awakened from it. She strayed into the maze of the media company, struggled to survive amidst conspiracy and betrayal, and finally
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.