First point of view description
The bud of that feeling was whether "I" was jealous of her or out of love with her.
This memory has been buried in your heart, and the sleeping seeds will sprout one day. At this moment, you may understand that "I" have always misunderstood her and myself.
Returning to the past, "I" who stayed in the same place for a long time must hold "her" hand this time.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.