God is always so ridiculous and has never thought of letting me go. The one I believed in betrayed me; the one I relied on abandoned me; the one I loved deceived me. When I was a kid, I thought I had the whole world, but it was all a lie...
I cried countless times, fantasized countless times, and got stuck in the quagmire of repetition, numbing myself and becoming the person I hate the most.
If I could start over again, I would definitely have a different and bright life!
It doesn't matter if I'm in a swamp, I won't cower and be afraid of it anymore. Since God has never favored me, I will get it myself!
This time, I want to live for myself and love myself like a sunflower that lights up the road to Chaoshan.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
