I Killed Myself

No one has played with me since I was a child, and some people bullied me, but every time I could only hide and cry secretly. I no longer have a home. When I was in junior high school, I studied hard and wanted to get into a good high school and have a bright future. But no matter how hard I tried, I was always stuck at the bottom. Because of my poor foundation and difficulty in studying in junior high school, I finally got into a general high school. My studies also started to improve, and I was finally admitted to a good university. I also dated a girlfriend and made a very good friend. But I found out that my friend and my girlfriend were having an affair. Because of this, I didn't do well in the college entrance examination and didn't get into college. The only way I could go was to study, and I didn't have to go forward if the road was ruined, so I jumped into the sea and committed suicide. After becoming a soul, I watched them get married and get the certificate, and my heart hurt. I wanted to cry but couldn't. My vision blurred for a while, as if I could hear my heartbeat again. The sun shining on my body felt warm like never before. I barely opened my eyes and saw my childhood hometown. Watching all this, I froze in place and asked the time, 2019. I'm back to when I was seven and I'm going to end where it all started This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.