This article is based on the author's personal experience, so it can be considered a torture article. It writes about the author's childhood, everything after junior high school, the misfortunes of his family, the friends he met in the hospital, and all the happy and sad things in the hospital. So what is happiness? I often think about this question. After thinking about it for a long time, I still can't find someone who truly loves me and understands me. My daily life consists of going to school and playing on my phone at home. I can always see happy people after watching videos... I can only hide in front of the screen like a mouse and peek at those happy people. I pray to God every day to treat me better, but why am I living in such a bad life. Sometimes I persuade myself to look forward. Happiness is the sum of countless moments, but am I happy for one moment? Why is it that no one understands me? They understand every one of my jokes. They understand my abstractions and understand my loneliness. They understand my unbearability. I really hope that someone can stand up and say to me that I will never let you be alone again! I've tried to fall in love every time, but every one of them failed miserably, as if I was doomed to be alone for the rest of my life. .
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.