Reborn: Can I Actually Survive?

Reborn. No romance. Female protagonist. Three parallel worlds.

Four lives, dying and losing everything again and again. Can she find happiness once more? Loneliness, pain, grief, emptiness. In the end, will she choose to escape by dying, or keep struggling to survive?

Zhang Keshi is an ordinary girl from a small, unremarkable city. After earning the best grades of her entire high school career and placing third in her class, she is diagnosed at the hospital with moderate depression and moderate anxiety. Her mother tells no one. She only tells Zhang Keshi that nothing is wrong and she is perfectly healthy. But insomnia and headaches torment her until she feels like she is going mad. In the end, she can only scream at her mother, "If I'm not sick, why am I taking medicine?" and stop taking it on her own. The insomnia and headaches make her increasingly irritable. The endless ringing in her ears and the dry, aching pain in her eyes make her feel as if her eyeballs are about to fall out of their sockets. Her hair comes out in handfuls, and she lies motionless in bed like a corpse.

This novel and its characters are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to real people or events is purely coincidental. Do not imitate.