Please Help Me Find Me

This is not a novel, it's just something like a novel. To be more precise, it should be something like a memoir, something that really happened. Because it is reality, there are no miracles; because it is reality, it is full of regret; because it is reality, it is so powerless. After all, it is reality. After all, reality does not have such a smooth ending or such a happy ending. Reality is simply full of regrets. I have no way to save her. I am fully aware of my weakness and cowardice, and the feeling of being powerless. Once is enough. Overall, this is a disappointing story for everyone. No, it's the past. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.