This year I was admitted to college, and even though I was still full of hope in my heart, I looked forward to what might be those meaningless fantasies. It was so naive and pitiful. I couldn't help but laugh but had no regrets. Why shouldn't I have to bear all this! Why! He had it all when he was born and I was floundering in the mire in vain. We both have the same mother, why are we so different? I also work very hard, really, really hard! ? I didn't give up, why my future is my future. That doesn't matter anymore! Now it's real! True to the point of falsehood, true to the point of hypocrisy.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.