The work mainly talks about the rough and unfair life of my grandmother, the daughter of a landlord in the old days. I mostly pieced together these past events from my family and the elders in the village. The little old lady was gentle to everyone and the only one who could be kind to everyone. He has been cruel to me twice in his life. Both times he was cruel to himself. Fate was really unfair to him. His whole life was so unfortunate, as if he was born to endure hardship. I only hate that I was young that summer when he left and didn't know that he had left me forever. My feelings for the old lady are very complicated, so complicated that I don't know how to describe them. His love for me is unreserved, and the story is quite sadistic. He can also be regarded as the theme of my next novel. The first part of this story is like biting a lotus seed into pieces, feeling bitter and helpless. The middle part is like holding a candied fruit in your mouth, sweet but sour. The last part is like a candy wrapped in broken glass, making your mouth full of fishy sweetness but reluctant to spit it out. The reason why I wrote this story is because I want to save myself from drowning in the sea of life and encourage myself not to give up on finding someone who loves me.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
