I don't know how I feel, and I don't know how I wrote this book. The first half of my life was routine and terrible. I don't know how to put it, my parents' repeated oppression, or my own confusion about the future. After refusing to take the college entrance examination and enrolling in a separate program, after finishing my first year of high school, I failed three subjects in a row. I don't know what kind of mood I had in writing this book. This book describes the journey of the first half of my life, and also writes about my experiences before I officially entered the society. I don't know if I am one of those people who were confused by their parents' plans, and the only time I mustered up the courage to resist was the way they arranged for me.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
