The Gate of Chaos in the Doomsday Catastrophe

The things I write are very complicated, and I can understand them all, because there are some. I can't say it directly, so I use some familiar words instead. Those who can understand will understand, and those who don't understand will understand. That's fine, haha. Every time I read some other articles, I am thinking about a question. Why can't I see the darkness of the apocalypse and always feel like something is missing? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.