I was in the abyss, and it seemed that I couldn't see the light. No one could save me. I thought it was salvation, but I didn't expect that they would just push me into another abyss, which is darker and more terrifying. I can't see the end or the future. The road seems to be getting darker and darker. It seems that I can vaguely see people and there seems to be shadows. But I know that what I long for, what others can easily have, is beyond my reach. I have enlightened everyone that I am the only one who cannot overcome this obstacle. I am the only one who can continuously redeem myself!
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.