Am I depressed? It seems so? But sometimes I feel that I am full of strength and extremely confident; sometimes the sky falls over even the smallest thing... Thinking about it now, I think it is still acceptable. But seven years ago, I was so helpless. I gradually learned about mental illnesses such as anxiety disorder and bipolar disorder, but from the beginning to the end, I still didn't know what kind of illness I had. Maybe I didn't dare to confirm it, or maybe the doctor in the place where I was now was I still know nothing about the therapeutic environment, especially in the field of mental illness... It has been seven years, and I have been constantly broken and reshaped. I expect others to help me, but I am disappointed; I expect doctors to heal me, but it does not work; I expect dopamine to save me, but I can't persist... The continuous reshaping of cognition saves me. The depression essay is both a review and a cure. I hope it can give you some comfort after being broken. I hope you are also a depressed patient. Let's slowly get better together and love life more. Since you can't die, try to enjoy life, whether it is happiness or depression.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
