If I could do it all over again, I would definitely not choose to pick up that earring obsessively, I would not choose to step into his house, and I would not chase him with unfounded fantasies. He is the wind, and I am just a person chasing the wind, trying to rely on time to influence him, but the result is that a year later, I also become a horrible and decayed person. If I could do it all over again, I would rather die than know him again.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
