She fell in love with the wrong person, causing her to lose the opportunity, but she knew that she could never reach him. It was her wishful thinking and her own passion. He didn't even want to talk to her. But she had long since fallen deeply in love with him and couldn't get out. But she didn't want to call him. She wanted him to be happy and with the person he liked. Don't regret it.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.