There is no point in writing my self-portrait, just because I am afraid that I will forget my grievances and no one will understand me. Others always think that I have a good life and there is no place to talk about it. I just say that I am not satisfied and someone helps me but I still don't understand. I am grateful. I write it just so that I can remember what I have experienced. The scars cannot be healed and the pain is forgotten. It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge after ten years. It is not too late to live for decades. It is impossible to let go without the suffering of others. Don't advise others to be kind.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
