Now that I am almost thirty years old, I realize that since my grandma left, it seems difficult to fall in love with someone else in this world. I recently finished reading Haruki Murakami's Dance! Dance! Dance! , I found that I was very similar to the characters in the book. It was difficult to fall in love with others. I was just dancing on the dance points, but I couldn't dance well, not as well as in the book. To whom should I say this? It doesn't seem appropriate to tell anyone. So I had the idea to write about it. I am married and have a child, but I don't know why I am still not satisfied. Maybe it takes time to fall in love with someone else? I can't find the problem. I even doubt what I am pursuing? But I still have to keep jumping until I fall in love with someone, and then I can reconcile with the world and myself.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.