I Still Believe in Light

My mother and I are both suffering from depression, trying to reconcile with ourselves. In the family struggle, my father cheated, divorced, and was bullied countless times by classmates and relatives. How can I believe in the light in this dark world? I have been defeated countless times and how can I change when I am suffering from depression? ? ? ? This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.