How Can I Talk About My Return Journey If I Am a Wild Horse?

I was about to graduate that year and was preparing to fill out which high school to apply for. I wrote on the three application forms that I would stay at home without hesitation. In fact, I knew that I would not pass the exam, but I didn't know where the future would be. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.