I can't live any longer. Looking back on the past, have these 35 years been worth it? I really want to kill myself directly, but I am afraid of pain. There is another more important reason. If I commit suicide, I may not be able to enter reincarnation. If I have to stay in the place where I die, wouldn't it be more troublesome? What should I do? Should I change something, or should I continue to deceive myself?
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.
