A pure sadomasochistic novel told from a boy's perspective and psychology.
After watching a touching love movie, I couldn't fall asleep for a long time. Those unforgettable memories that have always been buried deep in my heart, those heart-pounding moments filled with endless love, and those touching scenes that had been deeply engraved in my heart as if they still carried each other's expressions, words and body temperature, all appeared in front of me again with incomparable clarity and reality, as if they had just happened. Along with this, there is the feeling of heartache and longing that has been dusted for a long time but is extremely familiar, once again raging endlessly in my heart unbearably.
Time is cunning, you can never go back to the youth that has passed away, let alone make up for the regrets and guilt you have personally created. It's great to be young, you can do whatever you want without any worries about the consequences. In the time of loving and being loved, everything is full of unsolvable mysteries and secrets, but everything is so beautiful and wonderful.
Time makes deep things become deeper and deeper, and shallow things become shallower.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.