His destructive power to me is that he really doesn't have to do anything, he just stands there, standing in all my eyes, standing in all my young heart, he is always high-spirited. At the age of 15, he scored perfect marks in my heart and amazed me throughout my youth. He trapped me when I was fifteen to twenty years old. He defeated everyone effortlessly. He was different from anyone. No one could compare with him. If he waved to me, if he was light, I would go to the light. If he was darkness, I would go to the darkness. This meaning has no hesitation and is my determination to do it despite knowing that I cannot do it. Of course he is special. I will only take the initiative with him. I will meet him a hundred times and fall into trouble a hundred times. He will always come out on top in my youth.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.