Lady Luck Is My Mother, You Teach Me How to Lose?

The grandmother in the orphanage always said that the outside world is scary and we must study hard to have the strength to live outside. When I was young, I didn't understand. I thought it was a scary story made up by my grandma to make us learn to behave. So I didn't take it to heart. Grandma was the best person to me in this world. She wouldn't lie to me. So I studied hard and came first in every exam. But... Grandma, you are wrong. Studying hard cannot bring us the power of life. The knowledge in school can, at best, keep us alive. I don't understand why people have to live so tiredly, and I don't know why people have to live in this world. I looked at Chicken Soup for the Soul on the billboard, with eyes full of mockery, for those hypocritical people, for those ignorant people, and... For myself. One day, a goddess came down from the sky and said she was my mother. From that day on, the world changed, because of me! This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.