Life is different, drinking and singing, living too restrictively will often lead to a lot of troubles. Why not enjoy yourself while you can and live your life calmly.
A traveler or a poet? A writer of fantasy life, or an artist?
For me, I don't like to be restrained.
Since you only have one life, you should be magnanimous and happy. Take a leisurely walk and never look back.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.