I've Lost Myself, I Need to Bring a Soul to Life

I'm an incredibly insecure person.

I once fantasized about stirring up my own insides, only to find them completely empty.

Maybe I'm a bug lurking in the shadows, afraid of the light. I long for the sun, yet my mayfly body can't bear its warmth.

I think I need new identities, one after another, identities that let me shine and show my charm.

Even though I'm as insignificant as dust, I still want to influence the people and things around me, hoping to become the character I love in my heart.

Or maybe I don't want to imitate you. Maybe I want to replace you.

This novel and its characters are purely fictional. Any resemblance to real people or events is purely coincidental. Do not imitate.