A big part of growth is acceptance, acceptance of parting ways, acceptance of the impermanence of the world, acceptance of loneliness and frustration, acceptance of sudden powerlessness, acceptance of one's own shortcomings, and then changing from the heart, finding a balance point, getting along with the heart, first of all getting along with yourself, turning on a light when it gets dark, and bringing an umbrella when it rains. Be sad first when you are sad, but don't seek death. After dawn, you will be resurrected with full blood.
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