This Degree

I often look for the meaning of life in games, but to no avail, I just watch each other's stories come to an end. In the RPG games I often play, the protagonist will be resurrected every time he dies, so I have the courage to die. It is nothing more than death. I can try and make mistakes and start over. But there is probably only one life outside the game, and the meaning of life ends with death. I'm not afraid of death, I just want to know why I live before I die. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.