Will you like me? This seems to be an unsolvable question that takes a lifetime to answer.
There is such a beautiful expression on the topic of secret love on Baidu: A river with bright moon, looking back, who is missing; a glass of turbid wine, who will be drunk when we meet; one spring event, the peach blossom will make someone red; looking back, who will meet in this world.
In your story, I am always just an insignificant passerby. Even if you once looked back at me, it was not the answer that my greedy self wanted. The second best choice will hurt your heart or my heart.
The person I once liked could not meet the person he liked. We were both struggling between loving and not being loved. Finally, I let go of you and achieved myself.
I hope that the beginning of your happiness in this life will ultimately have nothing to do with me. I am not a suitable person for you, but I once liked you. After all, I cannot afford your happiness.
There are trees in the south, so don't stop thinking about them. There are wandering girls in the Han Dynasty, so don't think about them.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.