Read from a third perspective. Use the first sense to narrate the secret love story and describe those strange thoughts and self-doubts. It is purely a record of the secret love story. It is purely realistic and not fabricated. Except for personal conjecture, it is all a story that really happened in daily life. I want to record it in the form of a story.
Bemyself.
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.