It is the desire to participate in the suffering of the world, the desire to redeem oneself, and the tenacity to be peeled and cramped.
I am not afraid of anything happening, nor do I complain about all the choices I have made. When I fall from the top, I just treat it as a roller coaster that is stuck in the middle. Everything has its destiny. Everything has its destiny. Sooner or later, it will come down. Why emphasize the decision-making in the process?
This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.