Pursuit of Love

I have a desire that I have never had before, and I have fantasized about it countless times but it is always out of reach. I always feel close at hand, but in the end I find that I am far away. No one is wrong, it's just that the world is different, and I just can't accept ugliness. Are some things really out of reach? Countless unwillingness and sadness come from loneliness, searching for the warmth that belongs to you. This novel and its characters are purely fictitious. Any similarity is purely coincidental and should not be imitated.